abhorrently: (counter.)
fever. ([personal profile] abhorrently) wrote in [personal profile] notinflictthem 2024-05-04 08:28 pm (UTC)

"I'm not a hero. That's not a title I'll ever lay claim to."

It falls from her mouth as something unadorned. Still, she reaches out to lift his chin up, his eyes unable to hide from hers, and she leaves her hand there as she speaks.

"And I'm not going to sacrifice myself. I am going to stay alive, as myself. Listen to me - I've survived worse places than this. Even had to contend with a ship that was doing its best to break everyone aboard. I have endured, so I know I can endure again. Easy."

A bit of a smile, restrained but light. Even as her spirit screams against the idea of being made to endure again. Fever doesn't want to. She doesn't want to be here. She wants so badly to be back on solid ground. She wants to believe that help can be found and sent and this can be over, the inner dilemma of everything she thought before and still, the deep desire to not have to go through it.

"It'll be all right. I promise you."

It won't be. It isn't. But what is she supposed to do, crack at the idea of someone saying I need you alive? (why her?)

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